Yes I am…!!!
Look, I know I’ve been AWOL for nearly a month (or more) and I’m sure I don’t need to tell you that I haven’t been a good boy. But, it’s cathartic for me to do so, so here goes…
Hi guys. Sorry I’ve not posted for a while. Truth is, I’ve been struggling to make right choices about lots of things. Food, exercise, food and food. Did I mention food. Exercise aint been so great either, although, I have been going the gym (irregularly). It’s my food intake that’s been off the chart. I’ve not been weighed since the end of October and I’m not looking forward to eventually doing it. I will do, but not until about the 3rd or 4th of January when my gym opens after the holidays. Conservatively, I reckon I must have gained about 20-25 lbs. That being conservative, it will most probably be more like 30 😦 but hey, I’m still here and although I’m not looking forward to my first weigh of 2012, I am looking forward to 2012!! I’ll still have a mahoosive net loss for 2011 and that is fantastic.
I’ve not completely fell out of the saddle. I’ve not turned my back on my ‘healthier’ lifestyle, I’ve just hit a end of year, holiday season blip. My lack of blogging has been me hiding. That’s what I do when I’m struggling or not iin a good place, I hide. The first step back is stepping in to the light, so here I am. All I can do, is prove to you, myself and my family that the last eight months have not been a fad or a temporary change. I know my change is real, but, I also know I’m always going to struggle at times. The key thing to understand is the last two words of the last sentence, ‘at times’.
Stick with me on my journey. If it was too smooth it would be boring now wouldn’t it 😀
Got to go. Prayer time in church bringing in the New Year. I’ll catch up with you all on the 1st and post my start of year weight on the 3rd or 4th.
I hope you all had a great Christmas and are expectant of good things for 2012.
“I Can Do It…!!!”