Most things are tough right now, except for my moustache. It’s the end of Movember Week #3 with ten days to go and I’m rocking my first ever ‘trucker’ in aid of cancer awareness. Jan still won’t kiss me, but, it’s a price I have to pay.
Let me know what you think.
In other news…
Gym – Well, it’s been up and down. A couple of weeks ago was a disaster, but, this last week, I got back to my routine of early morning gym sessions. Five in total and I felt great for it.
Food – Terrible! No real planning, no real effort. Kind of eating what I want. I could make excuses, but, I won’t, so let’s not go there!!
Needless to say, once again, with ten days to go to ‘weigh day’ I’m not hopeful. Scratch that, what I meant to say was, with ten days to go to weigh day there is no way on God’s green earth I am going to lose weight in November.
Question is, do I weigh myself and actually see the disappointment, or leave it until next month? I reckon at least another three or more pounds to add to the two pound I gained last month. I’ll be honest, my head is not in the (food) game and this is my complete and utter downfall. Real life is ‘finding me out’. It was easy when I didn’t have a job!!!
I’ve been avoiding blogging and facebooking because I’ve got nothing good to say and consequently I’m feeling like my whole ethos is a sham. Weight loss obviously is my main focus. If it wasn’t, I’d be able to see my way through this.
Sorry guys, I’m feeling a tad negative right now 😦
Anyhoo, don’t listen to me, cos really, I know “I Can Do It…!” I just need to turn this corner and with God’s help and your continued accountability, I will.
A big thanks to some fellow bloggers who have checked in on me during my days of hiding. I really appreciate your thoughts and support.
I’m gonna try and keep blogging no matter how I feel. Can’t promise as I don’t feel good about myself.
I’ll do it though, I’ll get back on track!